Updated
8 Feb 2024 Thurs
mn
1.08am 我躺在床上看手机录像，正看着吃什么好时就听见一个细小的声音：
■■【Ultimately】？？？
5.53am ●●【你不可以醒过来】
●●【你看得见】
我睁开眼睛，什么都看不见。 然后我又睡着。
我在睡觉时听见一个少男的声音喊了一声：
7.53am ■■【Bible】
我拿了最后一粒苹果给巧吃。 原来他还在赖床。 一见到苹果就很开心。
泡了咖啡以后，我让巧先喝咖啡加鲜奶。 再喂他吃药。
我拿了 5 片 choc/raisin 面包给巧吃以后，走去客厅分开小燕和我的面包时听见：
8.50am ●●【里面有锦囊】
9 01am ●●【秘密】
9.03am ●●【要唱歌】
9.20am 我们 3 个都吃了早餐。
忘了时间，我在厕所里听见：
■■【Mineral】
11.05am 我 poop 了。 比深褐色浅一些，和昨天一样。 今天比较顺。 没有水果吃，我有 5 天不能 poop！
我正要从厕所出来时听见：
■■【Radical】激进的
I think he could be referring to the Supplement in the Ad of YouTube eye foods video.
我坐在客厅用电脑时听见一个细小的音：
11.49am ■■【Beautiful】
12.15pm 小燕出门了！ 她忘记拿雨伞，是我拿给她的。 因为她的动作慢，关了门还站在门外。
Mini black sesame and mushroom buns 蒸好了，我拿了 5 个给巧吃。
等巧吃了包子以后，我又拿了 2 粒 sis #6 送来的柑给巧吃。 小燕吃了一粒以后把柑放在桌上。 盒子里一共有 8 粒，小燕已经吃了 3 粒。 我昨天只吃了一粒。 巧昨天也吃了一粒。
我在水槽洗我的杯子时听见一个细小的音：
12.58pm ■■ 【With Love】说起来容易，做起来很难。 我已经心力交瘁。
■■ 【Possible】
主在回应我昨天听见的声音，对吧？ 我应该对主有信心。
昨天早上我听见的： 【不能生病】，【已经不合格】和【已经下班】。那些话应该是来自和我对弈的黑棋子。
我在客厅吃迷你香菇小包时听见：
1.07pm ■■【Kidney】？？？
1.16pm ■■【Value】？？？
Thank you Jesus!
我在厨房洗巧的盘子时听见：
1.28pm ■■【Doctrine】
I am worried about Ee! She is outside shopping.
2.50pm 我替巧洗澡。
大约 20 分钟后我走去厨房拿水桶要抹巧的床时听见：
■■【Open】？？？
3.15pm 我听见门铃响。 我从巧的房间走出来，一面说：
‘’Coming! Coming!‘’
开了门以后见到一个男人穿着 green luminous vest 背着我站在梯级上，他正在下楼梯。 他转身对我说：
‘’Auntie, your parcel. ‘’ 他指向地上。 我看到一个盒子放在门外。
那是老友叫人送来的年货。
我在厨房洗抹布时听见：
3.35pm ■■【His attitude】
■■【He hasn’t been suicide.】 我在抹巧的椅子时听见。
Ta 应该是指巧。 巧没有自杀的倾向。 有自杀倾向的是小燕。小燕多年来就一直不肯看医生还说她不须要吃药。 她一开口不是死就是鬼，还常常诅咒我早死早好。
3.53pm 巧已经躺在床上。
4.12pm 小燕回家了。 她又买了一罐甜甜的鱼肝油，这是第 2 罐，早就告诉她甜的不能吃，她就是讲不听。她还买了一罐 Coca Cola，已经喝了一半。
小燕告诉我她还买了一件红色的衣服。 衣服看起来很小件，小燕说只要 $8 块钱。
我拿了老友送来的鱿鱼给小燕吃。
巧走去客厅窗口的黑椅子坐。 我拿了老友送来的 seaweed 和 seaweed rice cracker 给巧吃。
5.56pm ■■【Mineral】I heard the sound when I was washing the dishes. This is the 2nd time I heard it today.
我在厨房洗米时听见：
6.05pm ■■【Medicine】|【Abdomen】■■
6.21pm ■■【Present】
我还在切菜时听见。
会不会是 seaweed？ 我的腹部常常会痒。
7.13pm dinner is ready.
Brown rice and 3 steamed eggs.
Fried broccoli and tomatoes in olive oil and light soy sauce.
小燕吃饱已经回房间了。7.25pm
我在清理客厅的桌子和巧房间的桌子。 走进厨房时又闻到洗衣粉的味道。 我一面洗碗一面遮住我的鼻子。
我在厨房时听见：
■■【Exodus】Ta 同意我的看法，对吧？ 我说很多人的心和 “出埃及记” 里的法老王一样刚硬。
8.03pm 因为很睏，我回房间休息。
8.17pm 躺在床上时听见：
■■【Dragon】Devil？
■■【One thing you are fatigued. I know.】
■■【The holy spirit】8.33pm
9.40pm，起床在客厅准备替小燕打针时，感觉到我的左手 滋！ 滋！ 滋！
替小燕注射了胰岛素，再让她吃了 IMH 的药。
我又回到床上躺。
Published on 11 Feb 2024 Sun 1.50pm
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Already Not Qualified (已经不合格)
7 Feb 2024 Wed
mn
3.10am 醒来以后听见声音，我走去客厅看。 见到巧坐在 dining table 吃 Love Letter。 是小燕昨晚吃了以后放在桌上的。
我拿了巧房间里桌上的 walnuts 给巧吃。 再从冰箱里拿了最后 2 粒 red plum 给巧吃。
3.40am 巧吃完了要进房间睡觉。 我叫他去他房间的厕所坐下来，我替他换了尿片。 再让巧从厕所出来坐在另外一张干净的白色椅子，帮他换上一件干净的衣服。 然后换掉巧床上的 underpad， 也拿走湿湿的床单。
我关上灯让巧睡觉。 再去我的房间拿了一张干净的床单给巧盖上。 因为巧天天尿床，我就省掉铺床单，而改用 underpad。
自从巧 6 年前每逢周末从 nursing home 回家过夜以后，我就买了一张 Foam mattress，外面包了一层 synthetic cover 可以防水。 Mattress 是我看着 nursing home 巧床上的 mattress 牌子买的。
我用水冲洗巧厕所里的椅子。 再抹客厅巧坐过的椅子。
弄好了这些事，已经 4am。 我回到床上睡觉。
照顾巧，就像是照顾一个小孩似的。 如今我完全可以理解妈妈照顾 7 个小孩的苦。 可是，在妈妈临终前不久我对她说： “你要照顾 7 个小孩很幸苦 ho！“
出乎意料，妈妈回答： “不辛苦，不辛苦！ Baby 很可爱。”
写到这里，我清楚的听见一个男人的声音：
●●【没问题】
4.14am
大约是 8am 以前，听见：
●●【不能生病】
●●【已经不合格】失去了自由意志，对吧？
醒来之前做了一个梦：
梦里我在一座大厦里。 我走进电梯却忘了要去几楼？
出来电梯以后想要问人。 在路上见到几个人，没有见到熟人。
我再进入电梯却找不到按钮。 上厕所，门也坏了，关不了。
醒来以后听见：
8.45am ■■【Your family】
8.53am ■■【Democracy】
我收到了！ 凡事不能强求。
我在洗杯时听见一个男人的声音。 听得很清楚：
9.28am ●●【已经下班】
我准备了咖啡加鲜奶和 choc/raisin 面包当早餐。
在吃早餐前我在水槽处听见一个细小的音：
●●【主在这里】
我马上到我的房间祷告说：
“耶稣基督，听说你在这里 。。。”
我在客厅量血压时听见：
10.28am ■■【From heaven】
我在厨房倒水要吃药时听见：
10.30am ■■【He needs help】是指巧吧？
Published on 7 Feb 2024 Wed 1.21pm
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